December 2010
11 posts
I Forgot
It’s that time of the year again - the holidays. To be honest, I forgot what it’s like. I forgot what it’s like to have a family. I’ve been on my own for the longest time, I forgot what it’s like - for everything. The holidays are suppose to be the jolliest time of the year, but instead it reminds me of what used to be. It reminds me of what I used to have. It...
Love Like You've Never Loved Before
Never have I ever posted about just relationships in a post, I guess there’s always a first time for everything. Everyone knows the quote:
Love like you’ve never loved before
It’s true; think about it. Relationships may not always go as couples hope for, but if you hold back in a relationship, how do you know if it really is a true relationship? If you’ve been hurt,...
Dare You to Move
Life is loud, messy, fun, confusing, chaotic, scary, enjoyable; everything imaginable. No one knows what will happen next. There are ups and downs to life, but you can’t prevent anything from happening if it was meant to happen. Everything happens for a reason; we wouldn’t be given anything we cannot overcome. We just have to have faith and keep moving on. A really good friend once...
Freedom
I’m done. Everything I’m feeling inside, I’m just going to say it. I really hope it doesn’t change anything. I really hope it doesn’t affect anything. I need to free myself from everything that’s bothering me. I will accept all the consequences of my actions, but I need to free myself to make me sane again. How am I suppose to be there for those who need me if...
Breakaway
Wow, emotions are back once again. I guess when I got a hold of myself it was only temporarily. That sucks. I just want to breakaway from everything; from everything I’m feeling, from everything I’m thinking, from everything I’m doing. I thought I was back on track and I can keep myself composed, but I can’t. I’ve been through so much more than what I’m...
Work In Progress
Wow, this feeling - indescribable. I don’t even know what to say about it. This is the first time I actually had to get away from everything for me to think clearly. It’s nice though; to be alone and to be able to think about everything without getting influenced by those around me. To be able to think about what I want for once, instead of what others want from me. I want to be able...
Secrets
Secrets- theres so many out in the world. I have so much to say and want to say, but I can’t. I have so much on my mind and it kills to keep it to myself. I want to just say everything and anything on my mind. I know so much but I have to keep it to myself. People trust me with their secrets and I won’t let them down. And I’ll always be here when they need someone to listen. I...
Chaotic
My emotions are going insane right now - it’s chaotic. I can’t believe this is my 4th post in a row. I’m going crazy right now. This is weakness, I never show my emotions. I never let my emotions get the best of me. Reality is finally hitting me that I cannot hide from what’s really going on within. Sometimes when there’s just too much going on in your mind, you...
Pursuit of Happiness
Wow, 2 posts in a matter of hours? I guess I have a lot on my mind that wants to get out but I really can’t let it get out of control. Strength is being able to handle what’s thrown at you and overcome it. Let me relate school to life-
Active pursuit of happiness; Frustrates the goal of achieving happiness - Happiness is a byproduct of enjoyable activity.
You can’t look for...
unspoken
Ah, so even though this is my first post- let’s get straight to it. I write when I need to get things off my mind and my chest. For a teenager, I’ve definitely practically been through it all and I’m not even exaggerating it. This first post is called unspoken because there are so many secrets in the world. Around you and from yourself. But no one knows you better than...